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The music I didn't have to write
The awkwardness of creation. After my overdose at the beginning of 2015 - yes the one that “woke me up” - I had a lot to dream I guess so...
Nov 23, 20222 min read
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Why I stopped caring about YouTube eventually
Do you bite the hand that feeds you - do you fall upon your knees. That is the thing and the reason why this dialogue inside of me still...
Oct 21, 20224 min read
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Plants: Stand up for your body
Starting life again So that is what really helps me sometimes – plants and cleansing you know because sometimes….life. What is life. We...
Jun 30, 20224 min read
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Chinese Zodiac - these testing years
Just a run down of recent and coming years – to help you dissolve and calm down in 2019 – and see the big picture of how the annual cycle...
Jun 15, 20223 min read
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Pictures I drew for 2022 Almanac
A few pictures on the subject of astrological characters I drew in Bali in 2016. I later used these in an astrology manual for 2022 -...
Jan 1, 20221 min read
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The Sacred Valley - My Covid refuge
(Me and my landlord Linden during the first two months of my stay in Pisac - cool guy - early 2020) My time in Pisac So - the little...
Aug 20, 20219 min read
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Early ceramic projects
Just a few early ceramics projects from when I lived in Pisac - circa 2021 I really enjoyed making these items with my partner - with the...
Aug 20, 20211 min read
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Taking Plant Medicines in Mexico
(photo of me in self made flower crown made from NYC plastic flowers - on a couch in a one bedroom apartment in Playa Del Carmen circa...
Apr 16, 202011 min read
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The flower crown thing and how it kind of happened
Why else - (My first crown created at a Stripper's Brooklyn appartment in 2019 NYC - it was not anything but it was also kind of...
Mar 13, 20204 min read
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Mexico 2018-2019
Here are some moments between Playa del Carmen, Tulum, Mazunte, Oaxaca and Tepoztlan. I have to say Mexico treated me really well. I met...
Jan 1, 20202 min read
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Singing on an Astrology YouTube...?
Well - it started well. As you can probably see by some of my earlier YouTube work - manageable, normal little girl. Just kind of...
Oct 27, 20192 min read
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My Journey with Ayahuasca
I don’t even remember what I was talking about in that video. For context - once again. I have never taken drugs in my life. I had a...
Oct 26, 20192 min read
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Mycelium - "Forgive"
Cos we all have to. I was in a bad place. August 2019. Bad place, bad people. NYC. I was out of luck. Then this video had to be made....
Sep 27, 20191 min read
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My Inner Cyborg
These videos are not totally available to the pubic. I made them around 2019. It was a cry for help I think and a simple undersatnding...
Sep 27, 20191 min read
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What happened with Mycelium?
I wanted to create a project around 2019 making music and art that were more “home” to me but after a few posts on social media I...
Sep 27, 20194 min read
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Channelled messages from 2019
Sometimes I would talk as - someone else though that - in itself - i don't know what it is still. I have done this for years. What for. I...
Jun 9, 20191 min read
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Musing on larger cycles
During this time I was staying in NYC. It was an interesting time - and a very strange time in my life. I'm surprised I'm holding up so...
Feb 7, 20191 min read
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Light language singing circa 2018
In mexico, Oaxaca - there was an old abandoned type of house. Where we were waiting for something. So - they made me sit there for a...
Nov 22, 20181 min read
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Bali 2016 - 2018
I have always loved Bali. I believe there is a compilation from two trips here. One with my boyfriend Adam (at the time) 2016, another by...
Aug 24, 20181 min read
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New Zealand till 2017
(photo circa 1998 - Wellington East Girl's College, aged 14) So, I come and go yeah. I have been brought up in NZ after immigrating from...
May 24, 20181 min read
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