I don’t even remember what I was talking about in that video. For context - once again. I have never taken drugs in my life. I had a brief meeting with marijuana in college and yes I suppose I did try LSD - the once. Things like that happen. But never did I ever - have a relationship with a drug.
In 2013 I had my first ceremony in Melbourne Australia with Sharon Bolt.
After just 5 ceremonies or so - I was loosing interest in it already. But it felt like a path - and gave me a community.
2015 - I overdose on Jeremy - I end up in hospital.
Then my “gifts” or “enlightenment” finds me.
And then - yes needless to say I quit taking any plants after this. Though in 2019 my health deteriorates and I find a little group of ayahuasca people in Playa del carmen.
Also - the guy in the picture is a Temazcal guy (I took a sweat lodge) - it was not a photo of the ceremony.
And yes - later on I had to go through a lot with that group but I discovered a lot of talents. It was a very strange time I was going through but perhaps a very needed break from whatever that was going on in my life before that.
It was hard to hear people accusing me of being a druggie and feeding drugs to people online - something that didn’t bother me. Because at that point - I stopped caring about white conservative views. And the fact that they would only like me under a certain sauce. But that did hurt.
Years of supplying people quality time and therapy - and then - bang. You are - a druggie -
But at the time it just made me smile I think. It was over. The previous world burnt down - in 2019 - and the new world has begun.
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