Firstly you don’t have to read this - just check out the videos. There are 5:
Kindness
Depression
Sovereignty
The Self
Narcicius
The voice is some out takes from my recent lectures on Patreon: you can find the ORIGINAL LECTURE here
I’ll tell you honestly I don’t really need to write anything here but jI do also understand that some people didn’t like my recent videos and were maybe even concerned or appalled by my work. In the end I also didn’t want to do it because -
It wasn’t worth it - putting my heart on my sleeve for people that didn’t care
But, later in life maybe these videos and this genre may return because I’m a fan of the genre. And I know that maybe it would make me intimidating as a psychic or astrology reader (because the world needs everyone to be in a box today) but I’m just gone. It was too tiresome and too ambitious for me in the end. And I found also -
That, to last as a good therapist or counsellor, you have to have your own curiosity and emotions, to enjoy the moment and unique connection with life, without which you are just - a box, or worse - a ghost.
So In a way I did it. Despite the frowns and the disappearing subscribers, I just kind of made this little world my own. And sure it may be shocking but come what may the whole point of this was - to mean something. To me. Because with time words - even the most profound ones become meaningless. Like shoveling snow or autumn leafs.
Because yes - I am literally unlimited.
And that hurts. And it sucks that people discount it as just something “weird” especially for a woman to be or to do.
Maybe in later generations we will discover that what I was doing in 2024 and even earlier is perfectly normal for a woman to do. But we won’t meet that till about 2028 - so I believe and trust that in a sense, that new generations will pick up some of it, and know more of it - than the conservative cookie cutter generations. Which leaves me positive actually at the end of the day - even if nobody is going to maybe care to see these now. It may be interesting some years down the line.
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